Hard Week

To say the least, this week was hard. Still is hard, and it is taking a lot from me to even write this. I feel so overwhelmed emotionally that I can't even put into writing what I feel. I just want to lay next to you and have your warmth absorb all my pain and sadness away.I feel plagued by so many challenges at one time and haunted by memories of you, both good and bad. Songs, all song, make me sad, and writing this tonight is just too hard. I can't. It's my birthday, and I miss you. I have nothing but tears to share today.